i'm tired of making songs that are just about how sad i am inside. i should just man up and say goodbye to all the shit that has held me behind. this guitar only has 4 strings and thats all ill ever need to make some fucking noise. you shouldn't have to be the one that reaches out for me cuz im not reaching back.

:dont look away: dont look away cuz its right in your face dont look away not now dont look away cuz its all in your face dont look away right now dont look away cuz its all in your face dont look away right now dont look away cuz its right in your face dont look away not now falling bawling and mauling at your head force and force itll just get worse there is no way to obtain the great with all of the dead weight that you hold out in the cold while pretending to be so bold against the blazing sun dont look away cuz its right in your face dont look away not now dont look away cuz its all in your face dont look away right now dont look away cuz its all in your face dont look away right now dont look away cuz its right in your face dont look away not now just be patient it might come it might not but dont let your sight be bought or brought into a skewed view for it is what you do in what you pursue that makes you you. they are no one teething seething and breathing on your bed :films and bands: passionately dispassionate and fashionably slick oh leering out your judging eyes, you're stern in what you pick. we've spoke of all our future plans and who we long to be. we've spoke of films and bands but you show no interest in me. is it who i used to be that halts your hands and mind or is it just personal preference that keeps you from being mine? im not gonna feel this way at least not over you cuz life just moves too quickly so id be better off just finding something new to be really happy about im not gonna kill myself at least not yet cuz we barely fucking met and i got 3 pets i gotta love and feed and care for and i also help TURD skateboards why do you think i have these shirts for? just for looks? oh fuck yeah the moon is so bright and the stars are sure to shine cuz the weathers looking fine and tonight all of it is mine. whether or not youre here. at least im living my life, not ours

im sorry that i am the way i am//im sorry that i am the way i am//cant change the way i am//I CANT CHANGE THE WAY I AM//so sorry//can't say sorry anymore dlkfjasmnvcqil

if we were all to die// i couldnt care less and less but dont know why// time took its toll making us comfortable// but its not the end its not the end its not the end (ch) whatever happened to those times? whatever happened to your smile? whatever happened to those times? whatever happened to your smile? i dont like to think about how i messed up// i dont like to think about how im clumsy// i dont like to think about the things that make me fucked in the head please dont look and check inside my mind// sorry to those who think im fine in the brain// sorry to those who i lacked affection// sorry to those that i fucked with// sorry but i deserve this (ch)

youre a fucking whore heather and i dont know what to say// reacting to what you did to kyle that day// youre a fucking whore heather and i hate you// youre just a book but you have given me pain// and i didnt want to read on// but i did so anyway// the sad thing is this also occurs in real life// and in the end heather won// oh what a shame// dont you see that kyle truly loved you?// but you go off and snort your coke and suck other dicks// now you have have all you wanted// kyle's life fucked up and brett's money// and all you 3 are nothing but interpretations// to real life events that happen all the time// but i sincerley wish for your death heather

you said that i qualify for healthcare on that day that i applied i went two weeks happy thinking that i would see a doctor soon. this morning i received a paper in the mail telling me that i did not qualify getting my hopes up was all lies they already knew it for once i have something to say you failed to aid those who truly need help i cant even see a doctor and i dont have money for food fuck the welfare system for its technicalities if only i knew what to do

radiation has traveled thru the sea and slowly but surely consecutively we'll be dying//its not that big of a deal but 2014 why are you real? this is the madrigal of death this is the madrigal of death x2 nobody loves the renaissance like you and me// nobody wants the renaissance like you and me// wont you depopulate our city's too numb// wont you kill me or anyone that you think deserves to die? this is the madrigal of death this is the madrigal of death x2

ive been trying to write a song with this riff for the past couple years// its been hard but im still here and even more nearer to my school// its truly been tough and i wont bluff that i was getting scared// of leaving my new home california no not yours (ch) if you want it grab it take it and leave, i'll tell them i stole it so just call me the thief x2 i hate my friends but my love for them blossoms endlessly// its ok if the president's gay he'll never really say no not today// pointless rhyme but suitable in time so i guess that its fine// a song has been made finally hurray oh yay now its done (ch)