i wrote this after realizing this girl i liked for months had no interest in me, at all. i kept trying to invite her out, not even on dates, just to hang out (my plan being to muster up enough courage to kiss her at the end of one of the hang outs) but she never gave a shit and eventually told me she was uncomfortable with the way i was acting. maybe thats why i liked her so much, she didn't care how hard i was trying to get her, she had her own life and preferences and i apparently had no place in it. it was unbelievably hot.
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your hands look so smooth, but i know theyll never touch me. your ears are so cute but i know youll hear me. your lips are so soft but i know ill never taste them. your eyes are so full so i know youll never see me.
so i'll just put all that out of my head.
cuz i dont give a (thats) fuck (not) what you (really) said
and i wish i could just (if) let (you) it (really) all (wanna) go (then) by(e)
cuz im just (that) too nice (shitty) of a guy