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I Am Tetsuo
03:41
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You were my best friend
Ever since we were little kids
We watched each other's backs
To make sure that they didn't fuck with us
But now so much has happened, so fast
And I don't think I'll ever be the same
Cuz now, i dont need you
Because now, i have myself
And, no, I don't need you
Because now, I finally have myself
and...
No, I don't want you around
Get out of here, I'm gonna burn this town
Down to the fucking ground
Unless you wanna get killed too
I'm a raging goddam psychic
Not your fucking sidekick
And, no, I don't need you
Because I have myself
And, no, I don't need you
Because I still have myself
and i am tetsuo
Broken mind and broken arm
Swarm of wires, this throne will bind
Running low on time and pills
Fighting off my sick body's own will
All I wanted was to be
But now look what has become of me
And, please, now I need you
Because I can't control myself
And, please, now I need you
Because I don't have myself
but i am tetsuo
"Look at what they abandoned in their panic, they were afraid! They were too scared, so they hid it away from the public. They forgot all shame and honor, cast off the civilization and science we had created, and shut the lid of the Pandora's Box they themselves had opened."
i am tetsuo
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no weed
02:40
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what did i do to you my darling?
im so sorry that i burned you
but now youre gone and i ask why? i just wanted to socialize please dont go cuz im not ready to say bye
i sit alone just to cry feeling like im gonna die, i would trade it all away for a moment with you
please dont go, youre all i need, all i need is my weed
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some shit works and other shit doesn't
so don't let it get you down
when your life is fucking up you really shouldn't feel like you're about to drown
cuz everyone wants to die
nobody's really happy
no one wants to be alive
you see? your thoughts are not so different
you're another brick in the wall
cuz even the dead don't like how their life was spent
so you're not so special after all
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Orange Juice
02:05
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don't you have another place to be?
cuz i know for a fact you don't wanna be with me
i tried to talk but was denied
but a closed door still has you on the other side
but that door's been broken
since 1994
we lost the key a long time ago
so don't look at it
the door knob doesn't turn
the paint is chipping badly
the hinges are all rusty
now it's stuk in the threshold
tapes and books and ugly movies
faking my smile, but so is she
tripping in the muddy sleet
but a dirty floor is still under your feet
but that floor's been dirty
since 2008
it's got all sorts of weeds
and bugs living in it
the worms are squirming through it
the roaches eating through it
he maggots are growing bigger
but only until you kill them
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wcch
04:17
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intensely he falls into the hole
unharmed and shaken, he trusts the floor
he doesnt wonder about the time in space
he cares not of feelings or emotions
he was unwillingly apathetic
in a self oppressive wave of pessimistic mist
drowning and showering all the interest away
dont be scared of what is coming
cuz it is just going to get worse
return, i will to old..
brazil, where hearts were entertaining june
we stood beneath an amber moon
and softly whispered that-
-i promise you that in a week or two
you wont have to deal with me anymore
i just dont think that i will survive
that long if everything keeps happening the way
that its going right now
i just want to go back before all this hate
back in time to the days of 2008
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=sweat=
01:29
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your hands look so smooth, but i know theyll never touch me. your ears are so cute but i know youll hear me. your lips are so soft but i know ill never taste them. your eyes are so full so i know youll never see me.
so i'll just put all that out of my head.
cuz i dont give a (thats) fuck (not) what you (really) said
and i wish i could just (if) let (you) it (really) all (wanna) go (then) by(e)
cuz im just (that) too nice (shitty) of a guy
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waiting for 12
02:35
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knowing what i want to say but not the words to make you understand so ill just throw my mouth and my brain into a dirty trashcan that way they could hang out with all my shitty mistakes and maybe they could all go out and get super baked you look at me like im crazy but i just havent got a clue but if having a clue will get you over here then i promise, i do what the fuck? was that a cat wearing a viagra baseball cap? im gonna jump out the window, here i go, but the fall was way too slow i let my mind slip into the biggest pile of shit i can find covered in poop, maybe now i can finally find the time to make this alright all i gotta do is wait until 12 but all the time before that is gonna be pure hell
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kelly.
03:06
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kelly baltazar, porn will take you just as far as you are deep. fuck getting good grades, all you wanna do is go out and get laid. but with a mouth like that you can say anything. why then are you drinking pee from his dick?
your broken soul and decrepit holes only brand you as a dirty nasty whore.
after all that you went through and all the puke, i know theres something more to you. and with eyes like that, you can see anything. why then dont you see me?
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the L train
03:33
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just like clockwork in 15 minutes time we'd catch it by the stop sign across the street from the 7-11 where keoni stole oreos.
the same street where we saw weed dog for the second time and he didnt recognize us cuz he probably was fucked up on crack (speed).
take me away. i dont want to be here anymore. take me out of this fucking rotted place.
but it doesnt take my problems away it just makes them harder to see.
it doesnt make my problems go away it just makes them harder to see.
her slouch covered me like a cloud in the desert
i am without water and i am without her
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M A T H West Covina, California
josh lopez's bedroom recording project. making songs and finite physical albums since sophomore year of high school.
